The hardest thing in an LDR is not being able to touch. At least its the hardest for me. i know i've mentioned before that i am a very physical person. Not being able to touch or be touched is hard. The feeling comes and goes, but currently its full force. It makes me overthink. i hate over thinking. And its the weekend so i can't discuss it with Master and have Him take over the thinking like He always does. Again i wonder where i would be without Him. And again i know, not in a good place. i'm having a bad weekend missing Him. Tomorrow is our back to normal day, so i will be extremely grateful and most likely very settled.
i'd kill to be held be someone and not have to worry about what else they want after. i cannot wait for Masters hug. i will feel safe and at home and secured. Little over a month away..........
Mind wandering again.......
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