Monday, August 10, 2015

8.10.15 Clearing the air

Pulled a stupid move today. i let something so stupid bother me and then my overthinking took over. So something so minimally small and stupid turns into something huge and even dumber. 

As always, Master finds out by forcing me to tell Him (which by the way He should not have to do, i should just tell Him. i'm surprised i'm not being punished right now). i seriously have to just tell Him things - end of story. Time after time, the same thing happens. He tells me that i need to tell Him everything, i don't, i overthink, i learn again. This lesson is taking longer than the others. i wonder why that is. 

So He knows what i was thinking and the air is cleared and i feel better. Shouldn't i look at all of these outcomes instead of being afraid to talk to Him? The answer is clear. 

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