First i am not sure if i would have been given permission not to blog yesterday, but i didn't. i was traveling and didn't arrive to a hotel until late and needed dinner at that point. I am not sure if Master will punish me.
i also didn't send Him my schedule but we did email during the day so i think that might have been ok. All of this is on my mind. i hate being punished and didn't purposely not write my blog or send Him my schedule.
Anyway, i've had some things on my mind.
First i will say that a friend asked for Masters position. The one that i told i was a sub. i've also just recently told Him that i am owned. i told Him that my change of position would never happen and he said he would still like to be good friends which is amazing and good. Master said He knew He could trust this friend. i'm happy about that. i'm glad Master likes someone that i like to hang around with.
Second, Master mentioned something to the other day that initially i wasn't so pleased with. i am going to say many things about this.
One, it's not really my position to not be happy with what Master tells me. What Master says goes and thats that. End of story. But this particular thing to me is going to be quite something and i was a bit disappointed. But who i am as a person, i react first and think later. i know Master knew i was disappointed and we spoke about it the day after. After talking i felt much better.
It's very important to me and i am very happy that Master and i have an "open form" of communication. Granted it is in a M/s way, but still. It works very well for us. i've crossed lines just a few times, not intentionally, and Master always puts me back in my place.
i do miss Him. Granted vacation was good, and Master knew that it was what i needed, but i am feeling lonely. We didn't get to talk so much Friday and that always gets me through the weekend somehow.
Saw some signs on the way home. A few cars ironically surrounded me with the state that Master lives in. Gave me a smile! i love signs!
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