i woke up this morning and did my normal routine as i usually do, just changed one little thing. i made my smoothie differently. i used strawberry and blueberry instead of banana, and all of my regular ingredients. Then i downed it. Like fast. i was in a hurry to get out of the house.
i get to work and literally could not stop burping ALL DAY! Crazy thing is i also literally just told Master that i don't burp! And i really don't. The Master Gods must have been punishing me! How dare i say that, "we'll show you". Ha!
i was nervous to call Master this afternoon in fear that He would be able to hear me. i personally don't consider burping in front of others very lady like. Actually i find it quite rude and disgusting coming from a woman. i also don't find it "sub-like" because i feel i should never do anything disrespectful in from of Master, and i found that to be disrespectful. Luckily He couldn't hear me over the call.
That made me think of all of the other embarrassing things that "could" happen during certain times. Also made me thing of embarrassing things about my body. Will Master over look that? Will He even care or even notice? And i hate to bring it up, but we all know what happens during anal sex, and I LOVE anal sex. Yes, we are both consenting adults, but still, it crosses my mind. How do i get beyond that? Does anyone?
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