Sunday, August 16, 2015

8.16.15 Trying to teach and missing.....

Where do you go when you are trying to teach a vanilla about the lifestyle? Everything that comes up is about sex and that is not what it is always about. i wonder if it gets confusing for those that are reading about it that don't understand it.

Trying to teach someone about being a submissive is making me miss Master more. It makes me want to submit to Him more than i do because it is my comfort zone. A place where i need to be and to be happy. All of this learning a vanilla is confusing. It's hard to make someone understand what and how you feel. Something that you are so strong about and pushing a belief.

Tiring day. Just because it was relaxing. Looking forward to tomorrow. It's Monday. Master Monday ;)!

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