A lot of up and down emotion today. From happy, to worried, to horny. Well started horny too because Master had me edge last night in punishment for not eating a proper breakfast AND for forgetting to send Him my daily schedule. i love to edge, but only when i have permission to cum at the end. Otherwise it just makes me irritable and cranky. Perhaps that's added to how my downs went this afternoon.
Doctors found a cyst on my liver. Ironically my cardiologist found it. So he is sending me to a GI. Please, fingers, hair, toes, eyes, legs - everything crossed.
This is how good Master is. If it wasn't for Him forcing me to go to a Dr in the first place, this would have never been known. i am beyond words can say grateful for Him. Beyond words. How do i show Him? i wonder how anyone can show certain things from a distance. i will have to look into that.
i am worried a bit about it, but i must relax about it because i know that i am in good hands. Master says He will get me through this, like He has everything else. True story, true statement.
So i must get and be back up because that is where Master would prefer me to be. What Master wants, Master always gets.
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